WINTER BLUE ???

having blue mood since new year, feel so low ..... stress & pressure, not from anybody, but myself; once a doctor told me some people have the same symptoms due to the winter weather, he recommended me to buy a kind of table 'blue light' which will cheer the low mood a bit,
huumm, i may need one .....

i don't even have energy to play with the 2 'sie jie's,
i see them through - translucent,
or i've generated a bit more power (EQ) .....

hope my energy will come back soon, and 'passion' too,
of course, i still like dancing, 200% sure but so lazy,
want to be alone (by myself) wish i could stay in a cave .....
(ha, then i can work on my new dances).....
oh well, keep dreaming